i’m sitting in the coffee shop, silom road.
one of the most craziest places in thailand.
everything goes fast.
everyone is heading into their destinations.
people have different goals.
but they’re in the same place.
now it’s 3.52 pm in bangkok.
soon it will be changed.
time changes. life also.
i don’t want to say i understand what you’re saying, but i do.
there are many things in our lives we don’t exactly know what it is.
but we know what it is, still.
keep doing your script.
it is important to you.
it’s your life, your dream, your everything.
so don’t waste your time when it’s on.
catch it the quickest you could.
you know what? well, may be you don’t know.
and i don’t want to say ‘i know’, whatever it is. doesn’t matter.
in my life, there are only a few times i bump into a kind of people,
who i never thought of meeting them, but suddenly they’re beside.
you’re one of a few.
you don’t have to talk to me more often.
we just talk when we feel like.
i don’t request anything.
i’m happy to see people i like and admire,
being the way they are. doing what they want to do the most.
being themselves, being whatever they want to be.
to me, it works the same way.
i don’t like being told by others what i’m supposed to be.
i think the tree will grow where they want they grow.
i can be only in the place where i belong,
with people i love, and love me.
take your time.
i can’t be there for you,
but i’m always here. for you.
being someone who ever talked to you only first time.
but yeah, it’s all about that.
meeting you is like watching the film i like.
the film i never know who the director is.
never know what kind of film it is or what the story is about.
i just watch it as it is, feeling in-existing into a real world.
keep being, and you will reach it soon.
i know you know where are you reaching.
i feel the same thing with people.
so take your time. being away from them.
then you will get really closed to them again.
in your thought, on the paper, in the air
whenever you think about them.
i don’t miss korea that much.
but i miss being in korea.
it’s not because it is korea.
but it’s just the place where i found myself standing there.
being someone i want to be, someone i am totally on myself
someone who can say anything when i feel like.
i made a big mistake in my life, but it is a big lesson i learned.
i learned a lot on putting personal relationship into dream.
it’s hard. everyone warned me, but i didn’t listen to them.
i listened, but i didn’t follow them. not at all.
i thought i could bring it till the end. i thought it’s going be good.
but it’s not. may be it’s because of me also about the way i am right now.
it’s sad, but i just have to spend time fixing up my heart and soul to be back in the initial stage.
i’m sitting down still on the same spot.
same table. it’s pretty cold in this coffee shop.
but not more than in my soul.
a few people have a chat when they walk pass my table,
but what i do is just smiling to them without a big chat.
with the song i send to you, it heals me a lot.
music alway helps, it doesn’t bring me into another world like a film.
but it reminds me that i’m not the only one who feel like this.
there is always someone, who thinks like us, in the same time,
although we’re in a different place, in a different part of the world.
unfortunately, we know met them. never know where they are.
take your time.
and as i insist,
i’m always here.
not with you.
but you can visit sometimes,
in to a little world we create.
in somewhere, might be in the air.
in the picture, in some place we go.
in the time we live in.
in the life we desire to be.
